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Chapter XV · Two Thursdays
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Kira stepped back into the washroom. Else had to turn sideways to follow her, because the door opened inward and Wilder had stopped in the middle of it. Gary stayed behind the dog’s collar. Water ran off everybody onto the same patch of floor. “The west walk,” Kira said. “The bit by the ash. I’d just crossed it when the water came up.” Else put the broken railing on the sink. Its paint left a blue smear on the white basin. “Were you on it?” “I’d just crossed it.” Else heard the second time what he had missed the first. He had been about to explain the bearing, the blocked current, the white creatures. Kira looked at the piece of wood. “Three weeks. I’d got the near end sound. I was going to bring Mira across when the last boards joined.” Mira appeared in the doorway carrying clean cloths. Kira turned away from her. That small movement was worse than if she had shouted. “There was a broken bearing,” Else said. “I tried to raise the wheel. I lifted before Gary was ready, and the arm bent. The water went into the side channel.” “Did you know where it went?” “I’d seen the marks. I thought they pointed toward the west.” “You thought.” “Yes.” Mira set down the cloths. Gary climbed onto the sill without offering a report. “I can help rebuild it,” Else said. Kira took a breath and let it out through her nose. “The ground underneath has gone. There’s nowhere to put it back yet.” Else looked toward Gary. He was untying his wet papers one at a time. Else wanted him to tell Kira about the little creatures, about the wheel turning again. He kept working. “Can I come and look?” Else asked. “Later. Rowan’s coming to check the bank. I need to mark the broken end before anyone else tries it.” She picked up the rope she had dropped by the door. Mira reached for the dry cloths and held one out. Kira took it, rubbed her face, and gave it back with both hands. “I wanted you to see the roof,” she told Mira. “I know.” For a moment they stood close enough to lean against each other. Neither did. Then Kira went out into the orchard. Else could hear her moving along the path, pulling rope through wet grass. Mira looked down at Else’s heel. Blood had darkened the edge of the bandage. “Foot first,” she said. “Then breakfast.” “There’s a lot to do.” “There is.” She went to fetch the basin. The washroom held six cups, a copper pump, a stool with one loose rung, and Gary laboriously laying his papers along the sill. Else pulled the stool closer to the sink. Nothing in the room offered to put the morning back. The phone still showed the reminder. TOMORROW — BEGIN AGAIN. It had been written on the road before the first impossible stone, when tomorrow was expected to behave like a clean page. Else had made many tomorrows responsible for this. Tomorrow would begin the exercise. Tomorrow would answer the difficult message. Tomorrow would become less tired, more patient, better organized, properly grateful, harder to frighten, easier to love, and—if time permitted—caught up on laundry. Tomorrow had accepted these assignments without consent. Now tomorrow contained six dirty cups, a wet bandage, and a stomach protesting the smell of bread. Else sat on the stool. Removing the boot required more courage than the river had. The heel dressing had taken on the gray-brown color of every floor, path, meadow, stair, and underground current crossed since leaving Mira’s table. One edge clung to the skin. He loosened it slowly. Pain traveled upward with precise information. His fingers tightened around the old cloth. His shoulders rose. For one breath he considered tying the new bandage over the old one and calling the result protection. Wilder watched without judgment and with considerable interest in the basin. He loosened another inch of cloth from the sore skin. The clean cloth waited within reach. Else stopped with the loosened bandage in his hand. Confluence felt smaller beside the soap and the jar marked CLOVES? The word had been beautiful under the river. Here it was a word, and the old cloth was stuck to his heel. He whispered it once. Nothing in the room rearranged itself. Wilder opened one eye. Gary pulled the dry category sheet from beneath his hat. Across the top he wrote: RECOGNITION IMPLEMENTATION. Below it: IMMEDIATE REORGANIZATION OF LIFE. He underlined IMMEDIATE twice. Else watched. Gary drew four boxes. NEW SCHEDULE. NEW VOCATION. NEW PERSONAL PHILOSOPHY. MERCHANDISE. “No.” Gary crossed out MERCHANDISE. He added: LICENSED EDUCATIONAL MATERIALS. “Gary.” The crab lowered the chalk. Beside the chipped soap dish, Kai’s light looked like sunlight caught in old glass. Else felt an unexpected concern. “Are you still there?” Amber gathered faintly along the lower glass. “Yes.” Else reached for the water. * * * Else cleaned the heel. This took seven minutes. The first two were spent avoiding the tender place. The next four were spent approaching it from increasingly creative directions. The final minute accomplished the work. Cold water stung. Rosemary soap found the tender edge with unnecessary accuracy. He hissed through his teeth and frightened one of the apple seeds out of its cup. Gary recovered the seed and declared it a medical observer. He documented all seven minutes as separate healing methodologies. When the clean bandage had been wrapped and tied, Else rested the foot on the stool’s lower rung. The phone showed three notifications. One from the person from the kitchen table. One from the person who had sent the photograph of something broken. One from a calendar that believed a meeting began in thirty-eight minutes. Else opened the first. The message was short. Thursday is okay. Then: I meant what I said. I felt heard. I am still hurt. Please do not use Thursday to convince me that feeling heard means this is fixed. He began a reply before reading the last sentence twice. Else typed: I hear the distinction you’re making. I do not want to collapse being heard into being repaired, and I want to honor— Else stopped at the unfinished word and looked toward the lantern. Kai waited. Wilder placed his chin on Else’s knee. The message on the screen contained an ask. Please do not use Thursday to convince me. He deleted the sentence. He wrote: I won’t. Thursday is okay. I’ll listen. He sent it. Gary looked over the phone. “Low ceremony.” “Yes.” “Minimal documentation.” “Yes.” “Potentially binding.” Else looked at Thursday on the calendar. “I hope so.” Kai’s light warmed slightly. Beside the lantern, Gary had begun connecting his four boxes with arrows. The plan already hung over both sides of the stool. * * * The second notification showed the broken object again. Now there were four photographs. The damaged corner had become a detached corner. A message beneath the images read: Can you come before ten? I told them you would know what to do. Else checked the time. Thirty-five minutes until the meeting. Twenty-two minutes to the broken object if the road was clear. The meeting was on the other side of town. Else began combining routes. If he left immediately, he could look at the break, diagnose it in six minutes, send a parts list while driving, join the meeting from the car, and arrive only— The bandaged heel touched the floor. He set the phone beside the basin and took the weight off that foot. The routes were still joining themselves in his head. He could still see the diagnosis fitting into six minutes, the apologies fitting into the drive. His heel throbbed. Rowan was closer. I told them you would know what to do. There was praise inside it. Trust. Expectation. And a promise Else had not made. The capable face stirred where it rested beneath the floor. It knew exactly how to wear the new name. Else typed: I can look at it after eleven. I cannot be there before ten. If it cannot wait, call Rowan—the frame will need support before anyone removes the panel. Else read the words. No apology. The absence felt rude. He added: I’m sorry I can’t cover the time you promised. He deleted the apology and added: Please do not let anyone work beneath it until it is supported. Else sent the message. The response came quickly. Okay. Rowan is closer. I’ll call. Else read the reply once more. Rowan would go first. * * * The meeting reminder opened: NEXT STEPS. Six invitees, no agenda, two declines, and a question from yesterday about moving it. He had answered Either works for me. Neither had. He opened the thread and asked what decision needed making today. The organizer’s answer arrived before he could polish the question: Honestly, no decision. Let’s cancel. From the other side of the room came a latch. Mira entered with bread, two boiled eggs, and a small pot of something that smelled like apples. Steam lifted from beneath the cloth over the bread. One egg had cracked while boiling and wore a little white frill along its side. The apple pot had been repaired near the handle with a dark band of wire. She looked at Else. At the clean bandage. At Gary’s implementation plan. At the six unwashed cups. “Good morning,” she said. * * * Else had expected Mira to ask what happened beneath the floor. She placed the food on the table. She filled Wilder’s bowl. She opened the window two inches. Then she picked up the cup containing the apple seeds. “These were for the west bed,” she said. Else looked at the seeds. “Do they need to go now?” “They needed to go in autumn.” “Will they still grow?” “Perhaps.” Mira tipped the seeds into her palm. “Does perhaps mean yes or no?” “We’ll put them in soil. Reality will contribute.” She rolled a wrinkled seed between finger and thumb, then added the pair to five more in a small basket. Gary wrote: OUTCOME: CO-AUTHORED. Mira glanced at the page. “He has had a busy morning.” “He thinks recognition requires immediate reorganization.” “Does it?” Else looked at the bread. “I don’t know.” “That sounds expensive.” She set the seeds near the window. Else laughed. Mira cut the bread. He ate the first piece too quickly and had to take a drink to make swallowing less theoretical. For several minutes, the room was occupied by breakfast. Bread crust broke. Eggshell tapped against the edge of a bowl. Wilder’s tail brushed the floor whenever anyone looked in his direction, whether or not food was included in the look. Kai’s lantern stood near the basin. In daylight, his presence was almost invisible. Mira peeled one egg. The shell came away in small pieces. * * * The cups waited. Else stood. The heel protested but held. Water entered the basin through an iron pump. It came cold at first, then colder. The soap smelled faintly of rosemary. Mira washed. Else dried. The arrangement had not been discussed. It began because Mira’s hands were already wet and he was holding the cloth. It continued because one cup became two. It changed when his foot began to ache. Mira took the drying cloth. He sat beside the basin. The work changed without a committee, a failure, or a speech. He sat and washed one cup at a time. No one recorded the exchange. Gary attempted to. Condensation dissolved his ink. The cup from the table came last. Its green glaze had thinned around the rim. A hairline crack ran beneath the handle and ended in an old patch of blue. Else turned it slowly under the pump. Warmth from the previous night was gone. The memory of warmth was not. Else rinsed the cup. Mira placed it back on the shelf. * * * After breakfast, Gary unfolded his implementation plan across the table. It had grown. The four original boxes were now connected by arrows to a central circle labeled CURRENT OPERATIONS. Around this he had added subcommittees, standards, an oversight council, and a small drawing of himself wearing a second hat. Else studied the page. There were useful things on it. Call Thursday. Finish the repair. Protect quiet. Notice unauthorized mergers. Eat before revelation. There were aContinue reading →