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Chapter X · A Place at Mira’s Table
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knelt and held her hand by the crack under the pantry door. Warmth. She had felt only cold there that morning. Else began to ask something, then stopped as the table shifted beneath the cup again. “May I wedge the leg?” Else said instead. “Please.” Else found a thin piece of wood beside the stove. Mira lifted the table by an inch while he slid the wedge beneath it. Gary came to supervise. Wilder settled his whole head on the newly steady tabletop. “Inspection obstructed,” Gary said. Wilder shut his eyes. Else ducked lower to test the wedge. “There are names under here.” Mira lowered herself beside him. Her knee objected. The floor was cool against her palm. Over their heads lay all the marks she usually remembered without seeing: an uneven star, initials cut beside a spilled candle, the little open square someone had made on a rainy afternoon. “That star,” she said. “Gary was determined it should have seven points.” “It does have seven points.” “It has nine.” “Two are exploratory.” * * * Gary’s receipt unrolled over the edge above them. NOTHING hung upside down in enormous charcoal letters. Else began to laugh, struck his cap against the underside of the table, and laughed harder. Mira sat back on her heels. For several breaths, the three of them were incapable of explaining the joke to Kai. “I can wait,” he said. Wilder’s tail beat against the chair. A teaspoon slid toward the edge. Mira caught it without looking and realized, with pleasure, that she had stopped thinking about the pears. Then she smelled them. “Oh, no.” She got out from under the table faster than her knees thought reasonable. The pot was all right. Barely. Kira had turned down the stove on her way out and left a spoon across the lid. Mira stirred the fruit, breathing in cloves and the dark sweetness just before burning, while behind her Gary explained that emergency evacuation from furniture required no form. Else was still kneeling when the stone in his hand warmed. Mira saw two lines settle into its surface. She had seen that happen before. WHAT IS FREELY GIVEN DOES NOT PURCHASE YOU. WHAT YOU FREELY OFFER NEED NOT PURCHASE YOUR PLACE. Else read them without looking up for her explanation. She was grateful for that. The pot was heavy, the jars were waiting, and she wanted to reach the glasshouse while Kira still had daylight. “If you see Zora,” she said, “tell her I still have a place at the table.” Gary looked at the low ceiling. “We could put the table outside,” Mira said. Else’s eyes widened. Before he could ask, the wind lifted the orchard latch. Wind had lifted the old latch. Beyond the orchard, the gate stood ajar over the path. Wet leaves hurried through one by one. * * * Mira turned back to the stove. Else watched her lift the pot, saw the effort in her arms, and understood that her morning would keep happening after he left. Outside, Kira’s loose board knocked once against the wall. Else checked the phone. No reply. Waiting beside it would be a way to stay all afternoon, and he could already hear himself calling that patience. He put it in a hoodie pocket and reached for the boot beneath Wilder’s head. “I should go,” Else said. Mira tasted the pears from the wooden spoon. “All right.” Else had expected some small request that would make leaving matter. Stay until these cool. At least finish your tea. You only just arrived. Any of these would have given Else something to resist, reassure, obey, or negotiate. Mira said only, “Your heel will complain for the first hundred steps.” “It already complains.” “Then the two of you remain in communication.” Else pulled on the boot carefully. Wilder moved his head without moving the rest of himself. The bandage changed the fit. The heel pressed against the back, not painfully, but distinctly. Each step would remember the raw place whether or not he wished to call attention to it. Else laced the boot more loosely than usual. The knot sat crooked. Once, he would have retied it simply because crooked things invited correction. Today the knot only needed to hold. Mira turned off the stove. “Take one of the pears.” Else looked at the basket. “I’ve had enough.” “For now.” “I don’t need—” His eyes went to the cabinet hinge, then the wedge under the table. Mira waited with the basket between them. Else chose a pear. Its yellow side held a bruise, and its short stem bent like a question. “Thank you.” Mira nodded. The pear went into the hoodie pocket beside the stone. * * * Leaving took considerably longer after it had been announced. This was partly because Gary woke. He emerged from the button bowl with the receipt wrapped around his shell and a small white button balanced on his hat. “Departure detected,” he said. “We’re going through the blue gate,” Else told him. Gary looked toward the orchard. “Was an exit interview conducted?” “No.” “Transfer-of-custody?” “No.” “Provisional declaration of continued non-hostility between current and former room occupants?” Mira handed him the charcoal. “You seem to have the form.” Gary brightened. He climbed onto the receipt, spread it across the table, and began writing beneath NOTHING. The paper was already longer than the table. “Name of departing party?” Else lifted the lantern. “Else,” he said. Gary wrote ELSE AND COMPANY. “You asked for my name.” “Contingency language,” Gary replied. “Reason for departure?” Else considered the gate. “The path continues.” Gary wrote ROOM FAILED TO CONTAIN PATH. “That’s not what I said.” “Space constraints.” “You have the entire back.” Gary turned the paper over. The back contained diagrams, three seals, a drawing of Wilder, and the words EMERGENCY BREAD PROTOCOL. “Restricted records.” Mira folded the lower half of the receipt until it fit inside a cloth bag. Gary watched her reduce six feet of procedure to eight inches. “That document has a legally significant tail.” “It was in the preserves.” “The department rejects guilt by proximity.” Mira gave him the bag. He climbed in, still holding the charcoal. The white button remained on his hat. “For the record,” he said, “I object to travel occurring before all possible outcomes have been pre-filed.” “Noted,” Kai said. Gary looked pleased. Then Kai added, “Without agreement.” Gary looked less pleased, though not entirely. The room remained warm. The door remained open. Leaving did not turn either fact into a lie. * * * Else stood beside the table. From standing height, the table showed four cups, the remains of the loaf, and Gary’s charcoal mark. The green cup sat empty. Kai had come with him into the lantern; nothing blue remained in the cup. Else kept one hand on the chair. “I don’t know how to leave while it’s still good,” Else said. Mira set the bag down. “How have you left before?” Else looked through the back door. “Late.” Mira waited. “After staying became harder than going.” The hand remained on the chair. “After I could prove the room no longer wanted me. Or that I no longer wanted it.” “Sometimes I stayed until I could make leaving the only honest thing.” Mira looked at the open door. “That can be one way to avoid choosing.” The stove cracked as it cooled. Else looked at the open doorway. “You don’t have to wait for a good room to wound you before you’re allowed to continue,” Mira said. Gary’s voice rose from the cloth bag. “For clarity, the departure form contains no required villain field.” Else looked at the bag. “It used to,” Gary added. “The form became unmanageable.” Mira took the green cup to the basin. “I’ll miss the company,” she said. Water ran over the repaired seam. “And I have a pot to clean.” Else touched the phone through the hoodie. At home, someone had asked for time. Here, he was the one trying to leave. * * * Kai’s light had grown very still. Mira dried the cup and returned it to the shelf. “Are you coming?” Else asked Kai. His light drew close to the glass. “You are carrying the lantern.” Else set it back on the table, leaving his hand beside the glass. “I know.” For a moment the kitchen was quiet enough to hear the pear pot settling on the stove. His light dimmed until the window showed through it. “I still want you beside me.” Kai’s light moved toward the hand. “That is different from needing an answer.” “Yes.” “It may change.” “Yes.” “You may disagree with what I notice.” “I have experience.” Gary whispered, “Documented.” The light warmed. “Then I would like to continue,” Kai said. Else lifted the lantern. “All right.” * * * Mira walked with them as far as the porch. Kira was waiting in the orchard with the coil of rope; the jars stood cooling behind her. The chimes moved above the porch. The brass key touched a spoon. Its note was clear enough to follow for three steps. Then other sounds gathered around it: leaves shaking loose their water, Wilder’s collar, Gary’s charcoal scratching inside the bag, Else’s altered footfall, the wooden door settling in its frame behind Mira. Else looked back. Mira stood beneath the chimes with one hand on the porch post. “Is that the key from the road?” Else asked. “What road?” “The familiar one. Before the path. I found a small brass key under the hedge.” “Did you bring it?” “Not from the road. I put it back. Then it turned up in my bag beside the spring.” Mira looked up as the key turned among the shells. “Then you have one to compare it with.” Else waited for more. None came. Gary climbed onto the edge of the bag. “Unidentified roadside hardware should be declared before departure.” “I still don’t know what it opens.” “That has never prevented paperwork.” Else looked toward the blue gate. No lock was visible. The gate still appeared to remember something. * * * They entered the orchard. Behind them, Mira and Kira stopped at the first pear tree, arguing amiably about which path deserved to be called the short one. Wilder ran ahead, returned, and went ahead again. The first step hurt. By the tenth, Else had found a pace the bandaged heel could manage. Some pears were green and hard, their stems fixed upright. Others had yellowed. A few hung low enough to touch his shoulder. Wind-fallen fruit rested beneath leaves in various conditions: whole, bruised, split, softened into sweetness for insects. A wasp worried at one broken pear. Two small brown birds argued over another. Somewhere higher in the branches, a ripe fruit let go and landed with a soft, final thump. * * * The blue gate was taller than it had looked from the house. It stood in a low wall of pale stone where the orchard met a wide field. The paint had once been a deep mineral blue. Rain, hands, sun, and years had changed it into many blues: dark inside cracks, silver along the upper rail, nearly white around the latch. Up close, the gate smelled of wet wood and iron. Drops clung beneath the top rail. One fell onto Else’s wrist and ran cold beneath the sleeve. The latch had been polished by hands. The wood around it had not. Pear branches reached over the wall. On the other side, tall grass moved in a wind the orchard did not yet feel. The path continued through it toward a low rise. Beyond the rise stood several stone doorframes. No walls connected them. No roofs covered them. They occupied the field with the quiet authority of things that had survived the loss of their explanation. One held shadow where there should have been only sky. Another reflected a window that was not present. The farthest appeared closed, though no door hung within it. Else looked away before the field could become an assignment. The gate came first. Gary climbed out of the bag and inspected the lower hinge. “Color-coded transition confirmed.” He struck the blue wood with the charcoal. It left a black line. Gary froze. Else looked at him. He rubbed the line with one claw. It widened. “Preexisting weather event,” he said. Wilder smelled the mark. Gary moved between the dog anContinue reading →